girl

girl, there are so many things that I wanted to say
but none of those are easy to convey
I know my voice is not that nice
and that to be by my side is not that warmth
but I really wish you'd stay

girl, in my mind everything is so beautiful
and sad and deep and meaninful
and how I wish I could fill you up
just like you fill me

my feelings are hard to get
my mouth is hard to open
and to think about telling you
all the feelings that are annoying me
I'm too scared to ignore my heart race
and that my life's happier when I see your face

girl, I don't want much
just hold you hand, and hug you
and talk and stare and rely on you
havig the certain that I'm not broken
and that i'm not unable to be loved
cause when we talk I feel so light

and I wish I could make you, also ,feel alright

i'm sorry i'm the wrong person
i'm sorry i'm heavy to bear
i'm sorry i'm such a burden
i'm sorry you don't care