blinded by the life

i wish i could just turn out the lights

live in the dark, blinded by the life

i don't want to see anymore

i don't want to hear anymore

i don't want to feel anymore

but have i ever wanted to, tho?

i've always thought about the fact of me being alive

it just don't really add up to me

was i born to suffer?

was i born to deal?

it seems like i was born wrong

it lacks strength, it lacks will power

it lacks the ability to control it

the right feelings to feel

the maturity, the action

everything.

why me tho?

why can't it be someone else?

why can't i just throw it all away

blow it all away

leave me alone

let me suffer in silence

i don't want to deal with it

no more.