disdain

When I walk the same paths that we used to
I can't help of thinking about the pain
because sometimes it still hits me so strongly
but I just accept it with disdain

I'm the type of person
who screws up with everyone
I feel too much, care too much
But I don't show...

You keep me by your side
but you're holding many hands, but mine
I can't help noticing it
I wish I could remove you out of my sight

I wonder what's wrong with me
'cause every love I have
I can't hold them in my hand
I just carry the burden of it in my chest
and feel and suffer and cry

I fell to much
Care too much
But I don't show