All I wanted was you

Is it possible to miss the hands
that I have never held for too long
that have never been mine?

Is it too crazy to think about the eyes
that I have seem for only a bit
that have never looked at me with any intention at all?

I miss the night that
for a moment there
I really thought I was not wrong feeling what I feel
I was not crazy feeding something unreal
but I was...
wrong

Because, some moments only last forever
inside of my mind
but they are so fragile, so thin, so blurry
that it was over at the moment we said goodbye

oh god
All I wanted was you
and I just have pieces of you
inside of my mind
and it's not enough
not at all
and I suffer
and I suffer